So, I'm sick again.  AWESOME!  No...I know it comes with the job.  (and Alida...I will so email you...I haven't forgotten!)
Yeah, but it sucks that I'm sick again.  I think I may go to the doctor tomorrow because I think I could possibly have strep.  My throat hurts so incredibly bad that I didn't sleep last night.  I'm on some mucinex and advil and it's sort of helping...I guess makes it more tolerable...but I'm still feeling like complete shit. 

So the past few weeks have been pretty much an emotional rollercoster.  Friends acting shitty...me feeling like all my friends are gone...and in these times I know who my true friends are when they call me at 3am in the morning and let me cry to them over the phone (Ahem Katy!! :)   She knows what's going down and if you care to know...feel free to call me but I don't want to write it all down here.  It's not some HUGE drama...but def. does not make me feel good.  But a big thanks again to Katy because you always know how to make me feel better!  I guess that's what 10 years of friendship can do to people, right? :) And on a side note....I do not mean that all of you reading have not been good friends to me! 

I definitely need a vaca and I'm going to turn in my request for vaca tomorrow!  Wish me luck!  I hope to go see Danielle within the next month and then finally going to Texas to meet Ryan's family.  We've decided to have Thanksgiving there and if I my work approves my time off....I'll be there for nearly a week.  I'm super excited since 1).  I'll get to meet Ryan's family and friends and 2).  I've never been to Texas!  I love seeing different parts of the country and it usually leaves me feeling that much more thankful for living in such a beautiful and diverse place like California! 
Ryan and I also may get away one weekend before that.  Leave on a Friday night and come back on Sunday.  We're thinking we MIGHT do SoCal and if I do...I will tell all you SoCal friends when I will be there! 

I love the song Dig by Incubus...just so you all know that!   (listening to it right now).

Okay, I'm gonna go rest more!

 Mississippi legislators recently proposed a bill that would ban fat people from eating in restaurants! Fortunately, it was withdrawn.

Massachusetts takes a different path.

Our proposed bill, MA H.1844, will add height and weight to the existing anti-discrimination law!

YOU CAN HELP!

There will be a vital hearing at the State House in Boston on March 25 at 2 p.m. The more people there the better! Please come with friends and show your support. If you have a story of discrimination, you can testify!

MA residents, please contact your local legislators, ask them to support the bill and call you back with their stance: http://www.mass.gov/legis/ or http://www.wheredoivotema.com/bal/myelectioninfo.php or 617-722-2000

For more information, contact NAAFA board members:
MarilynWann: marilyn@fatso.com or
Jeanne Toombs: jeanne_toombs@naafa.org

IT'S NOT IN CA...BUT COME ON!

2 hours of sleep is no fun! 

So guess who is on the Mix website?  ME!! Woo hoo!  The website address is www.mix1049fm.com Go under "meet the personalities" or something like that and I'm there!  It's really exciting! That's all for now!  

Not only did the power go out today for over an hour but I missed Heroes!  I have been waiting for two months and I missed it!  WTF!  I hope to find it online.  I think I will.  Maybe I'll watch it tomorrow. HMPH!  That made me really angry!

Even though I'm getting tired I need to update my Sims 2.  DAMN, I sound like SUCH A dork!  What is happening to me??

That cost me $224. He has a hot spot right above his tail..so now he has to wear that whenever he's not around me or anybody else for that matter. He cries constatly when he's in it and pretends like he cant walk. I have to say though, he's the cutest thing in the world when wearing and when not wearing it.

Trying SO HARD to find a job! Looking online to all the Santa Rosa stations and going further then that as well. I got an email from one, saying he'll keep me in mind. Yeah, that's a classic line. Another one saying there's potential. Better then the "keeping you in mind" but still not going to hold my breath.

Having dinner with Katy, Christina, Sara, Val, Laura and I'm not sure if anyone else is going. I'm still on my diet and I'm still broke as hell but some things are needed! Time with my girls especially!

May be in Marin on Sunday. Maybe not. I like going to Marin. I feel at ease there, definetly it's my home.

I need to get ready to go! I get off at 7pm. I'm out!

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

So, tonight Marissa, Kerry and I decided to explore the abandonded military mental hospital! I decided to take my camera and try to "capture" any spirits that may appear. Now, keep in mind there was NOTHING but pitch blackness when I took the pictures, most of them are candid and YES my lenses were clean! I had taken pictures before and NONE of my pictures AWAY from that area have the same thing!
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New Picta!

I stole this from someone, I think it's cool.

If you are a woman voter, thank a feminist.
If your doctor is a woman, thank a feminist.
If you open the help-wanted section of any U.S. paper and see job listings classified by occupation rather than "help wanted - male" and "help wanted - female", thank a feminist.
If your depression is taken seriously rather than considered a byproduct of having a uterus, thank a feminist.
If, in counseling, you aren't assumed to envy a man for having a penis, thank a feminist.
If you can have birth control prescribed to you without first obtaining your husband's written permission, thank a feminist.
If you're allowed to teach school regardless of your marital status, and you're a woman, thank a feminist.
If you're allowed to enter an apprenticeship program, thank a feminist.
If you are told you can become something other than a nurse, a grade-school teacher, a housewife and mother, or a nun, thank a feminist.
If you expect to be considered for admission to university programs based on your qualifications rather than your gender, thank a feminist.
If you expect your qualifications for admission to educational programs to be considered equally, rather than after every male applicant has been admitted, thank a feminist.
If you have ever heard of the crime of spousal rape, and know that there's a law against it, thank a feminist.
If you've heard of the crime of domestic violence, and know that it's illegal, thank a feminist.
If you can drive, thank a feminist.
If you expect to be paid the same wage as a man doing the same job you are, with the same seniority and the same qualifications, thank a feminist.
If you are considered a person in your own right rather than the chattel of a man, thank a feminist.
If you're legally permitted to own property in your own name, thank a feminist.
If you don't expect to be fired because a man "needs your job to feed his family", thank a feminist.
If the phrase "non-traditional occupation" seems a little old-fashioned or, better yet, you don't understand it at all, thank a feminist.
If you can look in the yellow pages of your nearest major metropolis and find a dedicated women's clinic, thank a feminist.
If you hear terms like "firefighter", "police officer", or "postal worker" in everday life, thank a feminist.
If the phrase "she's a woman lawyer" seems odd, thank a feminist.
If you or any person you know receives child support, thank a feminist.
If your parent received child support when you were growing up, thank a feminist.
If you aren't expected to leave the room at a party when the conversation turns to current events and politics, thank a feminist.
If you're a grown woman and don't expect to be called "girl" when you're fifty, thank a feminist.

Feminists brought about all of these things. Before the feminists got involved, the reverse was true in each and every case.

Take some time, today, and thank a feminist.

Because gay marriage is just plain wrong.
1. Heterosexual marriages are valid because they produce children. Infertile couples and old people can’t legally get married because the world needs more children.

2. Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

3. Straight marriage will be less meaningful, since Britney Spears’ 55-hour just-for-fun marriage was meaningful.

4. Heterosexual marriage has been around a long time and hasn’t changed at all; women are property, blacks can’t marry whites, and divorce is illegal.

5. Gay marriage should be decided by people not the courts, because the majority-elected legislatures, not courts, have historically protected the rights of the minorities.

6. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That’s why we have only one religion in America.

7. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

8. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

9. Children can never suceed without a male and a female role model at home. That’s why single parents are forbidden to raise children.

10. Gay marriage will change the foundation of society. Heterosexual marriage has been around for a long time, and we could never adapt to new social norms because we haven’t adapted to cars or longer lifespans.

11. Civil unions, providing most of the same benefits as marriage with a different name are better, because a “seperate but equal” institution is always constitutional. Seperate schools for African-Americans worked just as well as seperate marriages for gays and lesbians will.

(And just a reminder for all you kids out there: "Tact is for people who aren't witty enough to be sarcastic".)

I've been super busy lately, but I like that, I think. I haven't had a day off in a while, and I won't for a while longer, which sucks, but hopefully good things will come.
I got a new job at Clear Channel. I am now training to be a Traffic Producer. It's a fancy name for a not so fancy job. I don't even like the job (so far) that much, but I'm hoping to soon LOVE IT. I'm thinking about talking to James, my boss, and asking him what he thinks. I am told that this could be a really good thing, but I want to make sure it will help me out in the long run, rather then not. I don't want to be doing it for nothing. I like Board Oping, and really dislike the traffic producer job so far. Today, while I was being trained, I asked my trainee (I guess that's what you call it) if he liked it. He told me later that he HATED it. I said well, at least April (our boss) said it may get us on air! And he said she says that to everyone, and it hasn't so far. I'm kinda worried, but I did hear my boss saying he has only been there for two months and he still isn't very good. I guess we'll see. Any advice would be nice.

Today, while I was training I look over and see what looks like two men wrestling. I am thinking okay, funny guys, then I realize they are NOT wrestling and one guy is on top of the other shoving things in his mouth because he's having a seizure! There is another guy on the phone with 911 and blood is coming out of the man's mouth. Very scary! I rush to get paper towels for them and try to get out of the way. It was VERY scary, me thinking I may watch this man die, but he pulled through. He was having an interview and then all of a sudden started having a seizure! How scary/sad/embarassing! I feel so bad for him. The paramedics came and he had no idea where he was or what was going on. Very sad, but I'm glad he was okay. At least he was when I was there.

I need to quit the babysitting job, and I am, because of this new job. I can't wait! I can't wait to not have to watch those brats anymore! Well, I love Genna, but she is even getting on my nerves and I know it's time to stop.

Ahh, I am SO TIRED!! So, Marissa hacked into my myspace account and changed my user name, thinking I had hacked into hers and changed hers, when I didn't. LoL, I don't care, it's funny. I think I may change some of my passwords though, too many people know them and I don't like it.

Okay, I'm out.
Nite Nite.

I wanna go back to SoCal!! Take me away from here!!

So recently I have added a few people on here who I don't really know all too well so I thought a survey might be some fun! To all of you who already know me, DEAL WITH IT!! Haha :). Love you guys!! <3.


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Bia!
Birthday: June 22nd, 1982!
Birthplace: San Francisco, CA.
Current Location: San Francisco, CA.
Eye Color: Green with some blue.
Hair Color: Multicultural! A little bit of dark brown, a little bit of light brown, a little bit of platnum blonde and a little bit of dark blonde!
Height: 5'9.
Right Handed or Left Handed: I'm a righty!!
Your Heritage: Scottish and German are my main ones, but I also got Irish, French, English and Australian, but that is just English!
The Shoes You Wore Today: Blue vans.
Your Weakness: Hearing my loved ones cry.
Your Fears: Disease, Hospitals, War.
Your Perfect Pizza: MM MEAT!! Ground beef, peperoine, Liguica (however you spell it), the works! Oh yes and some vegies thrown in there too!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get an onair job!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LoL, OMG.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where am I? What time is it? FUCKING KIDS OUTSIDE BETTER SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes.
Your Bedtime: Between 1am-4am.
Your Most Missed Memory: I miss highschool, honestly, I do! I had so many great friends and so many great times. I don't want to be there NOW, because all my friends are gone, but man, I had SO MUCH FUN!!
Pepsi or Coke: Diet coke. It's 0 points!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds.
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino!
Do you Smoke: Hell no.
Do you Swear: Fuck yeah.
Do you Sing: All the time. Not like I'm any good though!
Do you Shower Daily: Usually every other day (It's better for my hair color!)
Have you Been in Love: Yes.
Do you want to go to College: Been there, done that.
Do you want to get Married: Eventually.
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes.
Do you get Motion Sickness: All the time! Even when I'm driving!
Do you think you are Attractive: Sure.
Are you a Health Freak: Not a health freak, but health concicous.
Do you get along with your Parents: Yup! I'm Daddy's little girl! My mom and I are okay, as long as we're not stuck with eachother for more then one day.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love 'em!
Do you play an Instrument: Used to play the piano.
In the past month have you Smoked: Hell nah!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Hmm, I don't think so.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yup.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Of course!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EW!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Uh.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Haha riight.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope.
Ever been Drunk: Fo sho!!
Ever been called a Tease: Yup.
Ever been Beaten up: Yup.
Ever Shoplifted: Maybe when I was like five, but I don't think so.
How do you want to Die: Naturally and peacefully!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A radio deejay!
What country would you most like to Visit: Hmm, Italy, Greece, Spain.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I usaully like light eyes.
Favourite Hair Color: Dark.
Short or Long Hair: Short!
Height: 6' to about 6 '4.
Weight: Average to skinny...but these questions are stupid for me since I base nearly everything off of personality rather than looks.
Best Clothing Style: Hmm, not sure. Definetly NOT hippie, NOT preppy, NOT gangsta foo' ya know in the jerseys!

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Number of Drugs I have taken: 1.
Number of CDs I own: Not enough.
Number of Piercings: None.
Number of Tattoos: 1.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: BAH!!



OKay, so I'm done! Any more questions?? Just ask!

This is SO SAD but really touching. I had to post it.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!



Hope you all have a great one!! <3.